NOT CARING....ABOUT ANYTHING

It seems so odd to be in that stupid phase where you don’t care about nothing, because you know deep down that absolutely nothing new will happen in the next few months and that you practically have nothing to hope for, because there is really nothing to long for. And what is even more stupid is that you don’t even feel that bad, even though you should. And you’re very conscious that this isn’t the right way and things should really work differently but, the hell, there is something wrong with you and that makes give not even a shit on what will happen next. And things turn out just the way you expected, and you become used to not knowing anything new and finally you realized that you even got used to every stupid and idiot thing from your life. And finally, you end up not even caring. And it really sucks all this, real bad. But you just don’t care.