Obsessions

I have an obsession. Well, it's rather an ideal, but I have become so attached to this ideal that I just can't seem to let go. Actually, I don't really want to let go, because it's exactly what I want for me and I won't be satisfied with less than this. You might think that I'm talking about a guy. Well, it's not about somebody, I mean not somebody that I really know. Actually, it's a certain situation that I trully love, a situation that made me search for something that might not even exist. I know how the perfect guy should look like, but I'm also aware taht I'm never gonna meet him, that I'm never gonna have it. On the other hand, my ideal isn't that hard to realise and I don't need the perfect guy for it. I just need somebody that I trully love. And, unfortunatelly, I haven't found him. But I still believe in my perfect situation.

DREAMS

I want to live in GREAT EXPECTATIONS!

Like a Friend

"Don't bother saying you're sorry
Why don't you come in
Smoke all my cigarettes again
Every time I get no further
How long has it been?
Come on in now, wipe your feet on my dreams
You take up my time
Like some cheap magazine
When I could have been learning something
Oh well, you know what I mean, oh
I've done this before
And I will do it again
Come on and kill me baby
While you smile like a friend
Oh and I'll come running
Just to do it again
You are the last drink I never should have drunk
You are the body hidden in the trunk
You are the habit I can't seem to kick
You are my secrets on the front page every week
You are the car I never should have bought
You are the dream I never should have caught
You are the cut that makes me hide my face
You are the party that makes me feel my age
Like a car crash I can see but I just can't avoid
Like a plane I've been told I never should board
Like a film that's so bad but I've got to stay till the end
Let me tell you now: it's lucky for you that we're friends."
-PULP-